I was experiencing difficulties that I felt as if I was chained to the problem itself.
Life sometimes would make it exhilarating by loosen up the chain and let me escape. Then I would embrace the so call freedom.
I looked back and realized I was still chained. Excitement all drained and freedom tasted stale.
I wanted to escape. I wanted to exit the world of hardship and pain. I wanted to enter the world of easiness and enjoyment.
I felt empty then.
Expecting all that, I had kept myself chained.
I could not escape.
I came up with excuses upon excuses on why I was still chained.
Even enduring those long period of exhausting trial did not open my eyes just yet. Exalting my own woes, I was eluded from my escape for long and maybe forever.
Only then I found enlightenment. I was my only enemy to be defeated to escape. By executing ways to defeat myself, I was enabled to face my other challenges.
I was entirely in control.
I felt so eellogofusciouhipoppokunurious to finally emprise changes that allowed me to escape…
I felt as an empowered emperor ready to exterminate everything in my path.
That was then.
The old chain is gone, epulation is over and I am now facing another enemy…
I am now chained to another problem.
Here we go again…
Exciting photos courtesy of my Neon Genesis Evangelion
Unit 00 and Unit 01
with their enemies, the angel
Sachiel and Shamshel.