Dear me,
I am at the precipice of madness
and insanity. It is hard for the happiness sunshine within me to keep myself
from coming close to the edge.
So many things blotting the happiness ray…
That I wish I am somewhere else where nobody knows me. Somewhere else where I do
not have to make everyone happy. Somewhere else where I get to do what I like
and love. Someplace where nobody shot me down for wanting more money and then
keep blabbing about needing money for lots of stuff.
I am at the precipice of madness and
insanity. I was filled with so much happiness that I hurt someone dear to me. The
happiness blots me out from listening to her and remembering the important
details in her life. Owh how much I had said stuff that I should not say and
how much I need to say the stuff that I should say. Do make doa so that this
happiness does not create rift between her and I so much so that we will split
into different path. My eagerness had been hurting instead of making her happy.
Do not let this happen too often for I cannot bear a tortured love one in front
of me.
That is the greatest torment and torture
for me…
Forgive me...
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