War before peace...

Once in a while, I love to see my room in a mess… you know, just as if a tornado had paid a visit. Or after an elephants jumbo mumbo dumbo party… or as if the whole ninja clans had been fighting in my room leaving only the mess behind… or after the Ultraman had kicked the alien back into the space orbit… or maybe after a stupid electronics project of mine go haywire and somehow create huge mess instead of making my room cleaner…

Whatever it is, I love the mess… for a while and the satisfaction of putting things back in place and seeing my room back to its clean self…

Mutated Turtles pick up Ninja during their teenage years…

One of my favourite animations way back when I was a wee small boy was Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles…

I don’t know why but ninja fascinate me since then. Couldn’t get much info other than some stuffs from my mother and the animations but basically I have some ideas what ninjas are…

so I was not very happy with the animations back then although I still watch it every week…

I wish they kill some of their enemies… cut and hack them… but then again, series for children… what do you expect…

Only recently I know that the turtles were originally full of gore and aggression… and it rekindle my love for the turtles yet again…

I found their original comics few years back but my finance won’t allow me to have them yet… still I got to read them anyway…

This year, NECA brings the original TMNT design!
WAS I HAPPY?
I WAS VERY HAPPY AND I AM STILL HAPPY!

So you see, the turtles are with me now…

My Freedom...

I didn’t get to show you when the shackles were unlocked… When I was given the key to freedom… Free of the academic world… Unlocking to the world of unknown…


I don’t know what will happen yet… I know I have to get a job to support myself. So that I can free myself of yet another burden… to find a place where I can run naked in the living room… a place where I wont have to worry whether the girls are around so I can take my shower and take my time in the toilet… a place free of running children and peeping into my room asking my name and what I’m doing…

That is another thing I have in my mind… Job and a place to stay…

Get to see Aussie...

After years of studying, I get to see other parts of Aussie… People back in my place wouldn’t believe that I studied here because I don’t have a picture of me with Sydney Opera House in the background…

Well, finally I have the pictures that I an show to them… With loads of Syndey Opera House in the background... Can't show it to you guys though... Maybe when my download quota has refresh...

It is good to see other places… Only then I get to appreciate my current location more… Good old Queensland… Maybe I’m so used to this place but I prefer Queensland over Sydney or Canberra… Cold is the major factor…

I LOVE Alice...

I love Alice in Wonderland even after so long…

I love all the nonsense and illogical things in the adventure…

All those nonsense make everything pretty logical to me…

Living with humans...

The more time I spend with humans, I either get to know them more or less… The group of people I am with is achieved through friendship that is not built with smiles and sweet words. Do not get me wrong here, it is not that I do not smile or what but to me friends should be more than people who will be there for you not just when it is fun but also when things get ugly.

So far, the good friends I have will be the one who will tell me when I did something wrong. If I do the stupid jig and embarrass him, he will tell me to stop. When I get angry, listen and tell me why I should not be angry. To tell you the truth, these humans are hard to get and indeed they are very valuable to me.

There are people who will be nice to you for a while but later on forget you. There are people who will only call when they are in need but when they have fun, they will forget you. They are people who seem to be the best of friend at first but later on will forget you. To these people, I am sorry we cannot always be together but I thank you for all the valuable experience that I hope will make me a better person.

I believe that whatever nice or bad thing that happen to you is a very valuable experience to guide you in this living world…

At last...

I did it… At long last, I am looking at the end of my journey as a university student… It had been a long and difficult journey for me, somebody who really had to struggle to stay on his feet…

There was a time where I was successful academically and was known by many for that… There was also a time where I was the worst student academically, barely passed his courses, struggling to maintain his marks… I had felt success and failure…

If I was able to turn back the time, I do wish I can be the best student always, not for my sake, but for my parents sake. I do not mind if people around me say that I am stupid but the look of disappointment from parents is like looking at the end of the world…

Whatever had happened is now history… A new story is going to be written and I do hope it will be a good one…

FEAR...

Once in a while, I will feel it in my bone and my heart... This is one of that time... just hope what I fear does not come true...